Wednesday, May 09, 2007

CRYSTAL BLUE PERSUASION

Saturday, May 05, 2007


CRYSTAL BLUE PERSUASION!
Current mood: ecstatic
Category: Life

I know, I know, I promised to continue my last post. BUT this takes priority. And I will finish my last post.

Today I met the most amazing little boy that just knocked my socks off! Today, my great nephew made his debut to this planet. I got the call at 7a.m. that my niece was in active labor & had been at the hospital since 1 a.m. After 3 hours of sleep, I actually did start to adjust to Ca. time as much as I tried not to & was up till 4a.m. I got up and in the shower getting ready to go with my parents to the hospital. My mother was going to be there to greet her first great grand child at 64 yrs. old. We're a family of Ho's, we start young. But not as young as some of the other new mothers there! 17 & 18yrs. old. I had the oldest daughter and no grand child! WTF??

We get to the hospital and my niece was at 4 centimeters & had the epidermal. We were told it'd be awhile. An hour and a half later she's at 8 centimeters!! Won't be so long now I guess. I told my sister it was about to get real ugly! At 8 centimeters the epidermal gets shut off and the real pain begins.

My neice was really suffering. Not having any real sleep in a few weeks she is exhausted, has back pain and a major headache. THEN starts to vomit TMI?? That's life baby. My sister can't handle it and comes out for me to help her hold it together. She can't stand seeing her daughter in so much pain. I reminded her this was the ugly part I told her about. Jess was 9 1/2 cent. now, so I told her it was almost over, take a deep breath, and she will be fine & a grandma real soon. My mother never left Jessie's side. She talked to her quietly, rubbed her temples & kept her focused. She did that for me with my daughter's birth. Sam, the father, bless his heart, is just glad to have 3 women in there handling all this. He's just hoping he won't faint! He's 21 and Jess just turned 22.

My sister sucks it up and goes back in. We don't see anyone for a wee while so I know now it's in the last stage. Before we know it my mother comes out and just the look on her face says it all! I jump up and say "He's Here! Isn't he?" She nods, she cries, I cry as we hug each other.

She goes on to explain how amazing it was to watch Clayton make his way into the world. As soon as his head was out he was looking around. His arm came out before his shoulders somehow. All I could picture was Jim Carey in one of the Ace Ventura movies where he's trying to get out of the fake rhino's ass and his arm is flying all around...end scene. The rest of the baby follows. My mother couldn't get over how alert he was and looking around. She said he was so handsome ect. She then says he was smiling. I'm thinking "Crazy old Lady! You sneak any of them drugs yourself?"

After an hour, Jessie is ready to go to her room and we get to escort her. I'm so excited. I was there when she was born and now I'm here when she has her son. I took one look at him and he just blew me away. He actually did look me right in the eye and smiled!! Not once but twice!! And I had NO access to any drugs! I watched him check out the new people coming to see him. His granfather and great grandfather! It was incredible! I couldn't help but cry. The energy from this baby was overwhelming. Talk about your crystal baby?!!

He is one of the crystal or rainbow children coming in now. AND my sister and niece have no idea!! I just kept saying how special he was. And I mean SPECIAL! Not special in a short bus kinda way but a truly amazing soul way. This boy is going to come up with some wild shit according to my sister's standards, which is real normal in my circle. It's nothing for kids of my friends to say "Remember when I use to be your mom?" I remember I was a _______in a past life" I can't wait!!

I told my mother what kind of special I was talking about. She said don't tell ur sister or Jessie. They will freak out! SO it's our little secret. I have to read up on these kids again, it's been awhile. I can always tell who they are in public. They are the ones where I look them in the eye and if I get their attention I talk to them telepathically and say "I know who you are." And that always gets a smile. Then I say telepathically, "I know you can see what is around me. I know you see the Angels." That gets even a bigger grin. The parents look at me like WTF? Why does it look like my kid is talking to you?? Because they are!!

It happened in a restaurant one time after staffing Doreen Virtue's ATP class in Laguna. The staff went out to eat and one staff member noticed a baby less than a yr. looking at us and really looking all around us at our table. She was in a high chair. So I did my usual, "We know you can see the Angels around us. We know who you are and are here to help you." She got so excited. She wouldn't even face her family anymore. The grandmother was getting a bit freaked. As I continued to talk to her telepathically she reached her hand out to me and I to her. It was soooo cool. As they left the restaurant she continued to stare at us. And now I have one of them I can play with in the family!! My sister and niece may not always get him but Auntie Witchy Woman and Uncle Psychic Boy do!

My cuz in Belfast has a niece that is 4 yrs. old that talks about how my Uncle, her Grandfather tucks her in at night and how funny he is. She was telling me all about him. He died in 1993. My cuz is the only one who knows who she really is too. She teaches her that seeing Angels, Fairies, & relatives who aren't "here" is ok and normal.

I am exhausted but so excited. It's been an emotional, wonderful day.

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